Prayer Request

I am in dark despair! I have been praying for a miracle for over 50 years and have been patiently waiting for an answer. God has blessed me with many gifts and I try not to be selfish. I feel like Paul that has a thorn in his side that God does not heal. It has humbled me and made me closer to God. I want to always follow Jesus and to spend eternity with Him in Heaven. Today was a really hard day and I realize I cant do this on my own and need to walk with Jesus every step of the way. On the movie, The Chosen, one of the Jesus followers is struggling with the same issue and has not been healed. Jesus answer brought me to tears, I can use you as a instrument to bring others to God